A Man I no longer know

In the dark depths of the Soul
Resides a Man I no longer know
A Man who once knew how to love
A Man who once knew Friendship
Excitement
Happiness
Fulfillment
A Man I no longer know

Hunger

The blood
Everywhere
The blood
Calls
The blood
Thrives
The blood
Cries
The blood
The blood
The blood

Another world

I woke up one day in a world
Full of adventure and wonder
A world I hated and despised
A world that had no place for me
A world like any other except
Friendship I could not realize
Was the best thing to happen to me
A friendship lost and gone away
A friendship and people far away
A world that abandoned me

WORDS

Man
Monster
WORDS without meaning
WORDS used to define
Man
Monster
Man
Monster
WORDS that contain me
WORDS that control me
They keep me in line
WORDS used to define

Jenny

She wandered into my life
During a time of strife
She wandered into my heart
During the worst part
She wandered away
When I needed her that day
She wandered in again
When I'd forgotten the pain
She wandered afar
And it was so far
And it was so far
She wandered where I couldn't reach
If only I could drink bleach

Red

Gushing, pouring,
Thick, viscous,
Rushing in to fill the thirst.
Never enough life.
But always too much vigor.
That pungent odor,
So sweet and odious.
Tacky.
Staining as you fight for it.
Marking you as you gasp for it.
Wondering what it would be like,
If it were fresh.
If it were hers.
If.
If.
If.
Tacky,
Sticky sweet,
Addicting.
You'll never escape it.